The words have drained out of me. There ain’t none there to share.
I find I have nothing of value to say, assuming I ever did in the first place.
Nothing about Bears, nothing about patch changes to instances, nothing about playing at all, nothing about the game or the life outside.
Perhaps it’s simply depression, or the winter blahs, or perhaps it’s a function of how busy I am with more important things like work and family, I don’t know.
I do know that since Sidhe Devils blew up a few months ago, the game feels a lot different for me now than before. Most of it has to do with trust issues, of course, and the baggage I have in my head from years of cheerful upbringing, but I learned long ago that just because you can identify something with logic and reason, that doesn’t necessarily change the way you feel about it at the time.
It’s not the only thing going on, but it’s certainly a major contributing factor to my blahs.
Wherever my head may be at, I don’t have any inspiration to write anything. And if I don’t have anything useful to say, best if I don’t say anything at all.
I’m sure things will change, and I’ll have an attitude adjustment soon.
Looking back on things, I’ve mostly been cheerful and optimistic for years now, day in and day out, even with the occasional rants, and I think that might qualify as crazy all by itself. Hmmm.
I just wanted to let you folks know that there won’t be any real bloggage until I get my words back, and get my head screwed back on straight.
Thanks for your time, and have a fun week.